.& as the beautiful sounds of the qospel music play in my ears as she sleeps nxt to me...i kldnt help but to drift off into my thoughts the song playing is "i need you now" by smokie norful... *siqh* this song never fails to make me cry EVERYTIME . for years and years i have doubted religion & the so called "facts" but as i grow older i kant help but think what is so wrong with believing ? weather it is real or not... i mean it cant be so bad to believe in a place better than here...we're i can be my happiest... to believe that there is some1 always watching over me & making sure that i always make the best decions . to have someone to talk to when i thnk noone else is listening... because the agony of being alone & the fear of doing things on my own...scare me ? < i want to say . So why is it so wronq to believe that things will get better in the end?... i guess im rambling but it makes sense right ? i sure could use the Lord right now... not another second or another minute... cus i cant take another day... true words , they say God or Jesus understands all the problems we go threw... and that he is always listening to our crys... well if you can hear me Lord im calling you...
this bloq is just qoinq to be a little peek into my head ; my world ; my life ; my days ; my everythinq
try to keep up now :D its a LONG bumpy ride . everythinq on here is kompletely random and sumtimes dont make
sense . for the serious minds i'll try to post some serious blogs just for you quys <3 i model and i LOVE it ; runway is
my passion but music is my L I F E ; sinqer . dancer . quitar player . piano player . < yeaa im just THAT qifted lls . im pansexual
[please dont ask what it means ; thats why they have qooqle). :D well stay tune
